I am trying so hard to get back to normal. I had to go to the doctor on Monday to get my self some help to sleep. I am finally feeling like a normal person again. We are making plans for our Thanksgiving. It will be very weird that Dad will not be there. His birthday is on Dec 4. Then Christmas. This is going to be such a bittersweet Christmas. It will be Lil' Jessica's first Christmas with us, but this will also be our first Christmas without Dad. Last Christmas was so bad. My sister and I fighting. I wish we would have known that was going to be his last. I wish so many things would be different.
One of these days I will post the poem I wrote and read at Dad's funeral.
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